They say you learn new things every day. Well today I learned that not everyone is a total twat when they can’t get their service right away, and that some select few actually do realize that their being helped at the rate that is physically possible. I learned that if I had not been a waitress before this job, I would not be able to cope and run this fast to get things done as I do.

I also learned that this site isn’t always the best place, as there are shit heads here too that judge and say words that can violate a person’s sense of self. Why oh why, is the concept of being civil so fucking hard?

I learned that I haven’t changed a bit, and I let people I care about walk all over me, and I just can’t let that part of me go. I can’t, if I love you, I love you. Regardless if I have to be the one who extends that love. :/