Oh my love, I wish I could let you feel how broken my heart is. When I read the text message saying you wanted to talk my entire body went numb…I couldn’t breath…tears started down my face like I had turned on a sink faucet. That was almost a week ago and I haven’t slept without medicine help. I am so scared…of everything! I am so scared all of the time, I cant even sleep without the lights on because I am so scared of what I will see…and what I wont see anymore-you. I am not hungry, I am not sleepy, and I am not happy. I want you back so bad I cant see straight. You fit so well with my life that being in it without you just doesn’t seem right, I am missing my better half. I wish so bad that I could tell you all of this…but I want to give you the space you requested, you deserve at least that. I love you-Most Days.