Thank you for ignoring me once again, thank you for lying to me again, thank you for coming back into my life just to destroy it all over, thank you for bringing my hopes up just to tear them down again. Thank you for being the reason I’m cutting again and the reason I want to die. I don’t know what I did to deserve this but like you said, there’s a reason for everything. The worst part is that no matter how much I hate you there’s a ridiculous part of me that still loves you with everything I have. I wish I could just leave this earth already and go be with God because you have broken me beyond belief.