My room is a mess and I can’t find anything. My shoes are buried under the everlasting towers of clean clothes; they’ve built a small colorful city. My bed is empty. Sheets are tangled in the covers and my pillows have escaped and made a new home on the floor. I open my closet and I’ve noticed that it’s empty. Lacking life, unorganized, and unstable.

Dear God,

I feel so lost. I thank you for everything that you have blessed me with. You have been truly on my side and I love you. I want to apologize to you for straying away and falling into the hands of temptation. I’ve ignored your calls and I’ve continuously disobeyed you over and over again. Father, I have sinned and I’m asking you to please forgive me.

I can feel that I’m no longer walking the path that I should be. The piercing looks and action of my neighbors have increased, my blood is what ever man seeks, my intelligence and spirit is now at stake. Help me oh lord, for I need you. Please, save me heavenly father and cover me with your blood. Please father protect me and do not let any weapon formed against me prosper.

God please fill my heart with happiness and joy. Its been corrupted for too long father and I’m begging that you heal it and move in. God I’m asking you to please deliver me and help me gain knowledge and wisdom. I want to live by your father; I fear you father and I love you. Father I’m asking for a blessing and I’m asking for deliverance. I want to strengthen my faith within you. Please father, help me for you know the troubles of my heart. Help father please! Please help me! I pray help me to turn things around. I have faith in your word father and I thank you.

-Amen