Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you baby girl. Everyday I remember that I never got a chance to hold you in my arms. I never got a chance to even hear your heartbeat…By the time I knew , it was too late…far too late…

Yet I saw you and spoke to you Annet, at least I did in some form, in a spiritual type form I guess. I miss you more than words can ever express. I’m sorry I lied to your dad,he doesn’t know the truth, Nor will he ever.I don’t ever want him to know what the pain of losing you feels like.

Your brother, baby jay, is doing well. I saw a picture of him recently, he’s growing up so fast. You have a sister now, her name is Alyssa. She’s your dad’s too, I’ll give you a sibling in the years to come, I promise. I’ll tell them about you, and how much I love you and how I miss you dearly.

I love you Annet,
I hope you’re playing up there in heaven with other little angels.

I miss you…
you would’ve been two this month …