When will things happen for me? I’m tired of waiting all the time. I do nothing but try to change into someone better. Someone worth wanting to get to know, someone worth wanting to be with.
I’m flawed. I know I am. I’ve accepted it.
I accept who I am. I know what I like and I’m fucking sorry if what I like isn’t what everyone else likes. I’m a fucking individual and independent as fuck. I can do anything alone and be happy doing it alone.
I bet you you don’t know one person who can say that.
In reality I’d rather do anything by myself. I spend too much time up in my own brain. I like the way I perceive the world. I can care less what anyone thinks about the way I live my life. I know what I’m doing and am fully aware of my actions. Let me be without judgement. I have never judged anyone. I just want the kindness and honesty that I’ve put into the universe to be given back to me.
One day. One day I will get what I deserve.
I’ve changed too much to not be recognized for my perseverance.
I hate being a child at 22. I just want to be thought of in a different light. I want to be someone who accomplishes their goals and who has overcame their difficulties.
Optimism.