Embarrassing to say the least. I needed to hear this. I know my mind played tricks on me about you. Thinking there was hope when really, there was none. They say turn the page and start a new chapter. My heart is more broken than it was not hearing from you but it aches more knowing that there is no chance for a ‘second chance.” That was a tough pill to swallow but life does go on. And eventually I will move on from you. I’m just a silly girl who fell in love with the “right guy,” but the wrong situation. Goodbye CS. Hope life treats you kind and I wish you all the best. Sorry I made you feel the way you did to lead up to this point. I honestly thought something was there. Obviously that was not the case. bye

ps. i did remove you from my phone finally.. What’s the point. The only reason I didn’t before was I felt like that’s the closest thing I had to you. I should have never said anything to you. my mistake.