Cannot act on it, but I loved you
by admin • September 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments
It’s been two months since I contacted you. I regret not fighting for you, for being so passive then, I was nuts about you. I wish I knew how you felt about me other than wishing you treated me differently. I know we cannot act on it now, but I “wanna know” how you felt about me back then. How do you feel about me now? Was my contact a mistake? You were the one, that I fell for the first time that I saw you and whose rejection sent to running to someone else for consolation, I couldn’t bare it. Why didn’t you pursue it, why did you hesitate? I gave you what I thought you wanted at the time, an out. I hate that day so much, because I was in love with you already. Why would the universe put you in my path and then yank it away? I loved you and to this day, nothing, no one compared to you. I wish you would read this and tell me, but it’s unlikely that you will. And it’s heartbreaking. All this time, I still feel this way about you.
u need to tell her this
Is this you catherine
You really do need to speak up. I’ve been here before, and knowing how the other feels changes everything. I know it’s scary as hell to say something because they might not feel the same way, but if things really are as great as they sound, I doubt they didn’t return the feelings. Life does not work off of ‘what’s meant to be, will be’. You want something, you go get it. No matter what.
I am in a similar situation and can relate to this post. For me I couldnt of said anything at the time as the situation wasnt right. I still think about the person everyday but I know I will never be able to tell them. In fact I probably will never speak to them again. I am just hoping that in time I will forget them and move on! They say time is a great healer!