I’m sorry that I didn’t answer the phone when you called. If I would have known that in a few hours you would be dead, I would have answered and told you how I love you and I miss you and how I forgive you for everything. I will never forgive myself for my selfishness that night. Never. And daddy, I’m so sorry, so sorry for everything. You did the best you could and now I see that, I just wish it didn’t take you dying for me to understand. I love you. Now and forever.
Love your daughter, Joy