I don’t think you understood how much you meant. And maybe that was my fault. Maybe if I had told you, or showed you a little more, maybe you wouldn’t have walked away and moved on. There’s got to be a damn good reason why it’s been 2 months and I STILL feel the same way even though I know I shouldn’t.

There was so much I never said, I will never let that happen again.

If I were ever blessed with a chance to tell you everything, I would.

If. Big if.