Still wondering
by admin • September 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 7 Comments
Oh R, how quickly my thoughts turn to you in the middle of the night or during my few quiet times. I’m doing my best to stay centered in reality. You are with someone. We never talk beyond the surface. So why can’t I stop myself? I’m tired, figuratively and literally. I want something – anything – to happen, but I know that if I make the first move, then all is lost. You need to want me and to show it. As that’s not happening, I have to realize that this is purely fantasy on my part.
You have your answer; most likely they’re not interested in you, you answered yourself that if you make the first move all will be lost. You know deep down that there’s nothing for you on that side. Do yourself a favor and stay in your reality, fantasies have a nasty way of disappointing the one fantasizing. Wake up and use and focus your energy in what is yours not something or somebody who belongs to somebody else and if she/he is there it’s because they want to be there with them and not with you.
With the above comment.
I’m not trying to call you out or anything. But when you want someone who is already taken, you have to remember that this world isn’t only yours; people control their own lives. People choose who they love and who they don’t. Think about how others feel too. Your feelings are important, and so are others.
When a door is closed and locked, and you don’t have the key, you must find another door.
Amen, Reality!
I agree with the previous posters, but only if R knows how you feel.
R does not know how I feel. Doesn’t matter anyway. I respect that the relationship is there and believe that I am worth pursuing if someone is truly interested.
tell her how you fell. maybe she isnt with that person anymore?
Is she married? Why won’t you tell her how you feel? You may be worth pursuing but if she doesn’t know how you feel she may not see the point in ending a relationship she may be content with.