Have you ever had a broken heart? A hurt so deep in your soul. Have you ever tossed and turned at night, wishing he was the one you could hold. Have you ever had thoughts raced through your mind of what could have been? You tried to be strong, and tried to forgive but it was too hard and you couldn’t let go.
Have you ever wished things were different, and that he didn’t treat you so bad. You didn’t do anything to deserve this. You thought this love would last. You thought that if he could change and not have the friends he did you could be with him and life would be perfect. Just you and him and nothing else.
It started out so good and ended so bad. You loved his family so much that it made it hard to leave. You thought he could be like them, but that didn’t happen in reality. He tore you down and ripped your heart to shreds. Shoved it in a blender and left your heart for dead. He tricked you, manipulated you, and made you believe his lies. He made you feel like the only girl in the world, and then he became the boy you despise.
Do you think of all the good times you had, but forget all the bad? Do you ever think it would have been perfect if he never got so mad? Would you have moved on if you know he did? He found another girl, but what you didn’t know is the cycle of heart break happens to an innocent girl once again.
Do you ever think why couldn’t he just love me, why did he now change? Why is he with her? He was yours but now he’s not. You bet on how long they would last, but what if it lasted forever. You thought he changed and treated her like a princess and you wonder why he loves her. Not knowing he didn’t really change, you wonder why that couldn’t be me, I had him first. You realize he didn’t really care and he actually ends up hurting her.
Don’t be discouraged. It wasn’t meant to be. He isn’t worth the pain and grief. So forgive him, don’t be angry. You really need to move on. I know its hard, believe me I have been there recently. You will feel so much better when the pain is gone because YOU LET HIM GO. If you are angry and don’t forgive, the pain will just eat away at you.
There are good men out there. Please believe me. I know some people aren’t Christians, but in my experience, trusting in God and praying really does help.
He will lead you to the perfect man that will love you for who you are. You don’t have to change, just be yourself. Real men won’t lie, they won’t cheat. They will be patient and kind. They will treat you like the jewel you are but it might take time.