I know you are doing well, I see your updates on facebook seems life could not be better for you. I am doing well too, a few ups and downs but I am surviving. I am sorry i started avoiding you this year, but I needed to let you go. I know we remained friends and even got closer when we stopped kicking it, but staying close was not healthy for me. I still had feelings for you, feelings you never knew I had. I know we were casual with each other, you were probably hooking up with other people too. I know I acted like I had no feelings for you acted like it was just physical but I guess I was lying to myself. Now you have a girlfriend and it looks like you both love each other very much. Well I am happy for you, and I think I am finally over you. Hopefully one day I am comfortable enough to resume our friendship. I still have not found love, but I am hopefully that one day I will. Next time I feel for someone how I felt for you I will be sure to let them know. I think I once loved you, but I was not ready for that emotion. Anyway wish you the best in life.