D.
by admin • September 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 3 Comments
I thought I could do it.
I thought I could move on with no word from you.
I was wrong.
Please tell me something, anything.
Tell me you hate me, tell me you love her.
Tell me your happy, tell me I’m crazy.
Tell me we were never meant to be.
Tell me it was nothing but lies.
Tell me you never think of me,
Please just tell me something…
I need to know so I can get you out of my head for good.
Please, I at least deserve a goodbye.
I’ve tried everything to forget you but I can’t.
I need you to end this for me even if it’s already ended for you.
Please give me some release, please.
T.
Couldn’t be ‘my’ T, could she?
I would tell her I think of her often.
When I do, I wish her love, health and happiness.
Love – among those who know her best and are always there for her
Health – that she grows stronger in every way and finds joy in being alive
and Happiness- in being where she is and in being with those with whom she shares her life
I wouldn’t know what else to say.
Oh man! I have going through the same thing. No release. No closure. For the last two years. I have constantly questioned myself and blamed myself. And its awful. The not knowing. The hanging feeling. You need to know. So that you can shut the chapter and move on with your life. But they dont even get that. So I guess we just need to tell ourselves that it was not worth it then. It is not worth it now. We at least deserve a good bye. A closure. If they can be that insensitive. We can try not to care. xx
Yes it would be nice to know if I’m even thought of anymore..