I’ve come to the conclusion that the only reason you had for getting in contact with me was to get forgiveness and try to feel better about your actions. To find some sort of relief, to rest easy when you lay your head down at night. If not, then it was simply to piss me off. Either way, you should know that this is the last time I’ll ever write of you, think of you, let ANY thing you’ve said weigh on my mind. I’m done with you and your husband, I’ve washed my hands of both of you and all your nonsense. Some of the things you do really amazes me…You’ve outdone yourself this time, really, you have. I planned on removing you from my life to begin with, but you didn’t know that, and you removed yourself. That was all I needed to know to make my decision to cut you out completely and wholly. You knowing that big secret that got out, imaging how I must feel, and then not even wanting to be there for me…that was it. That’s all I needed to know to know that whatever you have to offer me, or bring to my life, I didn’t want it. And then for you to tell me “well at least you’re not dead” …You’re right, at least I’m not fucking dead. But for God’s sake I’ve felt dead inside for the longest time and you made it clear that you didn’t give a single fuck. To top it all off, at the end of your selfish, pathetic message you actually had the audacity to tell me you love me. Really? That’s not love. This big terrible heart wrenching secret surfaced and for you to just blow it off like it was no big deal..That is not love. Not any kind of love I want anything to do with, anyways. You’re really a bad person. You are, and everybody can see it. Go ahead and try to cover it up with your new found relationship with God. I still see straight through you and still know what kind of person you really are despite your failed efforts to be a woman of God. (Which I believe is just a front, too, btw) I will no longer spend any of my time or emotions on you. You’re fake, selfish, vindictive, manipulative and I don’t need people like that in my life.