lack of communication which leads to misunderstanding is frustrating me to no end over the last few hours. Then when we finally hit a place where we both are suddenly on the same wavelength the heavens open and the light turns on. I love you dearly, but clearly something has got to change. I’m beginning to wonder if you really care about me and my feelings or just enjoy watching me suffer here, because I am suffering. I know you read what I’m feeling. I just want to know that we are okay and holding out for hope, but you won’t even give me a direct answer. I guess it will be okay. I’m in no hurry to figure it out whatever it is that we are going to decide. Until then I’m still waiting.