Dearest D,

How are you? I know you’ve moved on with your life and have no interest in me. But I still love and care for you. I care for you deeply. You make me happy. You make me smile and bring joy to my day. How can I explain? I guess I can’t. I guess I never will be able to. You’ve a beautiful heart and I know in your heart of hearts you know that too. I am honestly very happy that you have found someone to share happiness with. I won’t say it doesn’t hurt me. But I am happy you have someone to share happy times and special moments with. When I found out you were in a relationship with someone, it cut me deep but I understood that life for you has to go on. You need someone to share your life with and even if its not me you choose, I am so happy for you. I am happy you have someone to support you during your dark hours and moments of sadness. I am happy she has you and I’ll say she is fortunate to have your love.

I won’t say its not hard for me to let go of you, but I am slowly learning. Please forgive me to the way I feel. I am trying very hard and I do promise you that you won’t hear from me again. I will stay away from facebook and I won’t write any more. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t be left in pain. I need to move on with my life. I am hoping there is someone out there who is waiting to find me. I am hoping there is someone who is willing to fight for me. Who is willing to care about me enough to show his love to me. I am hoping. I am glad for you but I must go now.

The way you make me feel, I have never felt before. The moments we spent together will always remain a treasured part of my life. I will never forget the time we spent together. I will continue to cherish you as a beautiful part of my life but it is time that you hear not from me anymore. I am sorry I ever caused you any grief. It was not in my intention. I am pleased you are happy in your life

Take care.

Goodbye
My love to you

K