Dear Misses E you were there for me for all the hard times, you made me happy and you loved your red curry. I had to leave I had to go I cried every night of my last week in your country, I wanted you to come with me to meet my family to just say to me that you would be mine.
I wanted you to be the goal that I could of worked towards, I wanted you to be my girl fuck I even hoped that you were pregnant so that it would be that we could be together. You said you love me… I said I was fallen in love with you, I lied I think of you every day and I can’t get you out of my head you will never read this or even care I am sure you will just fob it off. I would have given it all up for you and I would have made you happy.
I am not allowed back to you country as I do not have any visa connections. One Day I hope you see me again I would leave this life I have for you all of it I no longer care about the hurt it would cause you are the woman I love. we only had six months and you know who I am cause you have my cards, and the all you can eat sushi as well as my heart.
I want you I fixed myself now give me the goal to work towards ask me to leave and I will but only for you.