I never thought it was going to be this hard, you away from me. It’s only been a week but you are on my mind every minute of the day. I miss your warmth that filled my heart and the comfort you brought me. I wish you were here. I wish you were stronger, strong enough to help me hold this boulder over our heads. I’m scared and I can’t even tell you how I’m feeling, afraid for your health and our relationship. It’s on my mind everyday like you are but this could ruin us you said it yourself. God I miss you, I miss us. And I wish you were here.