Hello you, I’m yet to decide whether I will actually send you this. So, I am confused more than you shall ever know. I’ve felt things over the past week, I haven’t felt in a long, long time. I feel as if I’ve fallen about 50ft. I’m not in love with you, don’t panic but I do feel incredibly lost without you. 1 week, really? I hear you ask. But yes. 1 Week. Every little thing is stuck in my brain, the way you looked into my eyes and that wonderful smile of yours.

I haven’t felt as if I got on with someone so well for years. I really am quite well, I don’t think there’s a word for you/it. I’m not quite sure what you felt/feel, this is where the confusion strikes. But I really want to get to know you better.

My one and only regret is that I didn’t kiss you, I mean really, passionately kiss you with all my heart. That kiss on the cheek really did it for me, I got back to the house and sat in the living room with my iPod and cried. HOW can I miss someone I’ve only known for a week?

Ah I just really like you. I’d rather have this conversation on the phone but alas, you never gave me your number. You are a gorgeous, wonderful human being. I felt so lost but in your presence it all seemed to make sense. I sound ridiculous.

I want you, just you, all to myself. I want to kiss you like no one has ever kissed you before.

What am I even saying?

The question is, do I risk sending you a less descriptive version of this. One thing I have learnt this year is to live for the moment. People come and go like the seasons although some of them don’t return.

Lastly, again, I really miss you.

A