To my ex-bestfriend. It’s been almost a year now, since I walked away from you that day at the fair. The day your parents caught you with that boy at the fair and they blamed me. They looked me in the eyes and said I lost all their trust, and you let them. I hate
Read more →My dearest friend. How can I convey something that I can’t even qualify in words to myself or my friends; much less, to you, the person of whom I’m speaking? You seem to be everything I could have ever wished and hoped for; embodied in this brilliantly beautiful, smart and funny woman that I call
Read more →Those voices in my head are killing me, my failures are killing me, my loneliness is killing me, my head is killing me, i can’t sleep, life is pointless and i’m worthless, i’m stupid, i’m scared, i’m bored, i’m hopeless, i’m lonely, i’m boring, i’m dumb, i’m young, i’m tired, i’m sick, i’m crazy, i
Read more →So i’m out and about paying bills, getting the monthly grocery shopping done, etc. And i have to say, i’m looking pretty damn sexy in my pretty little camisole, skinny jeans, dark wavy hair and black rimmed glasses. And it looks like every hot guy in this town decided to be out and about as
Read more →My phone is turned up, right by my bed every night for you, thanks to you. Truthfully, this saddens me a bit – I’ve gotten to the point where I can listen to songs i had connected to you, or us, and they don’t rush back feelings that i have a hard time controlling. I
Read more →The next time I see you, I won’t whisper the words under my breath, like I did the last time I fell asleep next to you. Maybe those 3 words aren’t there yet, maybe I’m not 100% on saying them, but I’m ready to at least say “I’m falling for you.” Stereotypes be damned. I
Read more →What’s wrong with you lately? All you’ve been doing this whole week is nag and nag and nag. You’re famous for nagging all the time, but it’s been so bad these past few days that I’m afraid to talk to you. You get moody all the time, but it’s gotten so bad that NO ONE
Read more →Thank you for you. Thank you for your love, affection, devotion and friendship. You and what you shared and gave was a gift from heaven above. I wish i had accepted it and loved you properly, I squandered your love and our time away by seeking and questioning rather than accepting and loving. I expect
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