Dear CW,
I wanted to be with you all the time. I loved you … I really did. Until you left me without a warning, no notice or reason why. There should be a warning sign next to your name that says caution might break hearts. I should hate you. I want to hate you but something won’t let me. I feel like you didn’t even notice when your loss of presence beat my heart. Just leave me alone so I can truly hate you. I try to run from you but we’re always drawn back together. What I hate the most about you so that you never get out of my head. If I’m with someone I suddenly get a flashback of when we did that together. Please just leave because I hate that I love you so.
- CO