Why do I try so hard to impress you? You don’t impress me. You don’t bring me flowers, put cute notes in my car, send me long texts randomly, or just randomly kiss me and tell me you love me. I always go out of my way to tell you how I feel about you,
Read more →For your eyes only. Is that you, Mr. H? You hide it well, but perhaps you’re simply unaware of yourself. I know it’s you. I know you so well it’s fucking creepy. Pay attention to what I have to tell you, it’s for your own good. You know you can trust me; I’m the epitome
Read more →At the moment, I’m very sad…sitting in Starbucks, listening to music you recommended to me, which is in a strange, dueling banjos sort of competition with the Starbs selection. I will not be defeated. In an effort to not be sad, I will instead be angry…and with that anger I plan on also being productive.
Read more →How old do you have to be before people older than you stop looking down on you as if you were born yesterday? Telling you “you will understand when you are older” I might be only twenty but I am no longer ten years old. I think I have some inkling to what is going
Read more →Don’t do this to me anymore. Don’t act like you like me so much, That you miss me so much, If you’re just going to spend all of your time talking to some girl you just met 5 days ago through the internet. She lives on another continent. I’m only two hours away. Seriously, it
Read more →Here I am thinking the wound is repaired and behind us. 5 months later, and things are great, maybe better than ever. Then, caught in another lie. Something else I wasn’t supposed to see. Still flirting, still telling another guy that we’re still doing poorly. Changed names in your phone. Your friend that I have
Read more →I’ve been single for my whole life, 17 years. Most of the time, I’m okay with it. But I can’t help it. Sometimes, when I’m lying in my bed, I reflect on all unreciprocated feelings I’ve had for certain boys, and that little voice inside my head screams, “What the hell is wrong with you?”
Read more →To all of the liars in my life, I don’t understand why everyone who gets close to me, lies to me. Not little white lies, not simple omissions. Bold faced lies they spout while looking me in the eye. I do not understand why I make the people around me so dishonest. But I do
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