The truth is, I’m going to be in love with you forever.
I finally told you today that I didn’t think we were supposed to be together right now, and I guess that is what makes it so hard. All of the “I miss you’s” and “I love you’s” won’t fix a thing. You and I are connected in a way that feels more permanent than this, but it just isn’t meant to be right now. Regardless of how bad I think it would be for us to be together though, I can’t help feeling a sort of relief for knowing that I have met the love of my life. I have met the person I can see myself spending the rest of my life with. It hurts now, so much, to not have you, but I feel in my heart that this isn’t the end. A love like ours isn’t given up on so easily. It’s seen through until the very end, and dear, as much as you and I may wish it were the end so that it wasn’t so hard, it simply isn’t. I may find someone else, you may as well, but I believe that you and I were meant to be and one day, we will find ourselves back there.
I had a dream that you told me that you wanted our relationship back, and I spoke up and told you that it couldn’t be right then, that we would have it later. When I woke up you were in my arms and I had to tell you the same thing.
When you fall asleep tonight you will be thinking of me, and I of you. You told me to give up on you for now, and I have, but I have not give up on our future. I love you: today, tomorrow, and forever.