Is it wrong to be gay? Is it wrong to feel what I’m feeling? Because even I’m a little repulsed. But I can’t deny that I want you. I don’t want to make out or have sex, nothing like that. But I just want to hold you and listen to every sound you make and make you feel the same tender contentment — the kind that swells up in your chest and clogs your throat and makes you feel that you could spend the rest of eternity doing absolutely nothing with this person and still be completely happy — that you make me feel. Is that so wrong?