I think this is apart of being adult: being completely demystified with life. Mom said life what blood and guts and I cannot disagree. Things just get so damn complicated. I don’t know if they have to be or if people or I just think too much about it. So here’s what I have to
Read more →that you never paid attention to me. But I guess I got your attention when I had an affair and asked you for a divorce. Should have noticed me during the 20 years we were married.
Read more →It has been a year, almost exactly Since you began writing love letters to me in flowery languages…French, Persian, English better than my own- but yet, in person, you remained so self-conscious! I am sorry for everything, for how our lives became destroyed by our mutual paranoia- other people, and poisoned by work that brought
Read more →Hey you, Four months, yep that is how long it has been since we have had a face to face conversation. Four months ago I said that I could not keep our friendship going because it was going to hurt me way too much, it still hurt like shit. (sorry for the swear word but
Read more →Everyone, I’m really happy. I never thought it would happen this soon. Last time it took me 2 years to forget the pain, but this time it’s different. I don’t have anyone, I haven’t since that fateful day when we broke up. At first, I wished like anything I could have a distraction, especially since
Read more →Dear Heart, Remember that you have to keep beating no matter what the circumstance even though you’ve been really hurt, more than once, you have to keep beating. You cannot quit doing your job because you’re afraid of what may happen or even afraid of what IS happening. Sometimes, when you’re working your hardest to
Read more →Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you miss me Don’t tell me you care Why bother with words ..if they mean nothing.
Read more →Mom, I’m writing this letter years before I’ll ever give this to you, if I ever give it to you at all, because I think you deserve to know. I’ve reached a point in my life where I can’t ignore what I’ve known my entire life. I’m not little anymore and I can’t be convinced
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