Am I that forgettable?
by admin • August 17, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment
I lied to you when I broke up with you three weeks ago. It wasn’t because I didn’t love you anymore. I loved you then, and I still love you. I broke up with you because I was scared that you had become too crucial to my happiness, and I am a bit phobic when it comes to commitment. Less than three weeks later, you have a new girlfriend. You weren’t super depressed and mopey for months on end like you were after the girl before me broke up with you. I’m glad of that but it also makes me think, am I really that forgettable? Cause you sure got over me real quick.
So maybe you didn’t really love me all that much, if at all.
I wish I could stop caring for you so much.
My experience tells me that how depressed someone acts is not a measure of love, but it becomes easier , or perhaps we realize how important it is to move on when people break up with us. You become so that the break up makes you not like the person so much because you realize that break up makes you feel bad inside and you smarten up to not allowing yourself to invest heart in someone who has no problem hurting you. If you want him to love you invest trasparency and honesty and maybe think how he needs to feel.