if i sit on my bed facing the window i can see everyone who walks up to my dorm building. in the last 10 minutes i have seen an older couple walk by with two dogs. a very muscular shirtless boy go to his car to get a shirt . Two roommates on their way back from work. the girl who lives across from me run down the hill to embrace her boyfriend. they hugged, kissed, walked around for a bit arm in arm, then he gave her her overnight bag back. it’s interesting this 3′ by 3′ view i have of the world. she’s dating my ex. the man i loved without caution, the man i gave my virginity to and whose i took in return. it has been a year and i am seeing someone else too but it still jolts me every time i see him. i am not over him and i am not sure i ever will be. will this tear ever mend?
it gets better but does it heal completely?