I’ve always had my head in the clouds, living in my daydreams. I’ve never wanted to settle down, my wanderlust keeps me yearning for places I have yet to see. I’m not the kind to settle down- I never want my roots to be planted in one place.

But now there’s you.

When I used to think about the future, there was only fear. But now… Now you’re there with me. Which is, in itself, just as terrifying.

I don’t know how it happened, but you’ve gotten all tangled in my roots. Now when I think about where to go next- you’re there with me. I think about where I’d like to end up and you’re right there with me and it’s a very scary feeling, realizing that you mean so much to me.

“You’re the light that helps me find my way, you’re the words when I have nothing to say/ How long has it been since this storyline began? And I hope it never ends and goes like this forever.”

I don’t want to live in a world that you’re not at least somehow a part of. I don’t think we’re soulmates and I don’t think we’re going to be in love forever, but I know that I’ll always love you.

I wish I knew how to tell you all of this without it sounding super cheesy. I wish it didn’t all make me so scared and confused. Until I find the words…