I’m sorry that I separated a close bond we had. I was mentally ill, and I didn’t mean to broaden the gap that made us so close. I just want a sister back, and I’m sorry when i’m close you are afraid. I was delusional and I didn’t know what was going on. But I’m not with illness anymore, I’m not seeing things, I’m not hearing things, and I’m not going to hurt you. Please forgive me sometime in the future. I’d rather break every bone in my body (and i mean it) rather jump off a cliff, rather eat a million cockroaches then, well, this is the only way to say i’m sorry. I’M SORRY, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, TO THE DEPTHS OF THE CORE OF MY SOUL, I AM SO SORRY THAT I HURT YOU.