Dreamer
by admin • August 11, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 8 Comments
Every night a battle rages in my bed between my head and my heart. My mind trys to convince me that i don’t love her, i don’t need her, I’m better off finding someone else. My heart says she’s the one, fight for her, go get her. Every single night my heart wins because every single morning i awake after spending another day together in a dream. I always tell myself there are better girls out there i don’t need her but it’s just not in my heart, he can’t be fooled. Every night before i’m about to shut my eyes i try and think about anything else but as soon as they shut im back with her. We spend everynight together and it’s absolutely perfect, it’s everything i’ve ever wanted. I wake up long before i should every morning because deep down i always know i’m dreaming. Every morning is the worst morning because as soon as i wake i’m alone again. I guess that if we can’t be together in this world i’ll have to cherish our time together in my dreams. After another night of lost sleep i suppose i should try and get some rest. So sit tight baby, i’ll see you soon. I love you
I can so see myself writing this very same letter. I guess I’ll always be dreaming.
Do tell, why can’t you be with her?
Unless it’s her herself, what’s stopping you?
You need to tell her, because the dreams won’t stop until you do. Trust me, I know, because those dreams will continue to haunt you. It’s so much easier to tell her than be sleepless all of the time. I believe in you, go do it. Whatever happened in the past doesn’t matter as much as the fact that you can’t move on or move past her yet. If nothing else, telling her will give you a better sense of closure in case she doesn’t feel the same. But you never know, maybe she feels the same way. Keep your chin up and believe in yourself!
believe me i’ve told her. I don’t know whats in her head but i don’t believe it matches the words that she says. Very confusing but i do believe that sometime soon it will start to make sense again, at least she talks to me again, big step from before. I just hope she misses me a little
I’m sure she does miss you if she has started talking to you again.
sometimes i wish she hadn’t, everytime i finally start thinking im over it one little thing and then im right back to when we first broke up. I hate it
Yeah, I can understand that. Been there myself. Maybe there is a reason why you go back to her. Have you ever thought of why you can’t seem to stop thinking about her or feel drawn to her more than anyone else?
even when we were together i didn’t know why i loved her, i just did and that was enough, i didnt question it. I’m literally never dating again….i was perfectly fine on my own