Dear ‘you,’ I doubt that you even come on this site, of you do you’ll never know who this is Really for. Anyways, this I suppose will be a way to release some of my strange feelings. And no, this is not some sappy story. The first day of school, I was sitting at my
Read more →I don’t know why I have tried to gain your approval all these years. I am surprised that I have lived this long because on many occassions I wished I were died, but then I would think that would be taking a person who just wants to help people out of this world and leaving
Read more →to say the least. It’s very hard for me. To let go of my insecurities and to let myself just feel free. I have been, for the past few years now, a lot better than I was from the start. I was a little less guarded, and a lot more content with what we are.
Read more →I’m sorry that I separated a close bond we had. I was mentally ill, and I didn’t mean to broaden the gap that made us so close. I just want a sister back, and I’m sorry when i’m close you are afraid. I was delusional and I didn’t know what was going on. But I’m
Read more →Dear everyone at my “church family” and anyone else who has ever fucked me over: Yeah, you guys are liars. I spent over a year getting ready for a mission trip, training and praying with you guys, and you all paint this huge incredible picture of how much everyone there loves each other, and how
Read more →It’s always been you. Even before I met you, it was you. Do you realize I came here for you?? So please trust me. Please be honest with me. And in return I’ll promise you that I won’t go anytime soon.
Read more →I’ve always had my head in the clouds, living in my daydreams. I’ve never wanted to settle down, my wanderlust keeps me yearning for places I have yet to see. I’m not the kind to settle down- I never want my roots to be planted in one place. But now there’s you. When I used
Read more →No matter how much you tell me that you love me – you simply don’t No matter how much you tell me that you care – you have proven that you don’t No matter how much I love you regardless everything – you will never be mine No matter how much I wish (not hope
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