So I am a sophomore and there is this guy I kinda liked but I think he was just using me for sex and pictures and stuff. I am sure glad I didn’t do anything with him I guess! So when i finally get over him I meet this freshman that is just adorable and I think i kinda like him and then the sophomore guy Nick finally texts me back basically only talking only about sex-_- but since I kinda had hidden feelings for him that I didn’t realized I did whatever he asked sadly. It is like he has this certain hold on me that an old flame Nico had on me. The kind of hold that all I think about is him when i talk to other guys. like what the heck is wrong with me?!? I guess I was just head over heels for him and he wasn’t that way for me so I try to make him like me that way when it will never happen. My mind just does not get that enough is enough, time to move on.But like I think I am slowly getting over him while talking to my freshman guy.The thing is we only text we have never actually talked in person so it’s not like we could ever be anything if we are like that. So I have started to be more flirty with my texts and at school and stuff I flirt with other guys to make sure he watches me and gets jealous. I think it is actually starting to work:D I don’t really full on flirt with the other guys I just kind of treat them like bait. I know that is a pretty bitchy move but when you have gone through all the stuff I have and lived my story you can judge me. It’s not like I am like all over them I just kind of pay attention to them more than I do, but me and my freshman guy always have like those eye connecting moments where we both look at each other and totally stop what we are doing. I kind of just want to walk up to him and be like hey let’s hang out but he’s always with his friends and I am really shy with guys that don’t talk to me first. I guess I should try and change that and maybe be more courageous. I think I am going to ask him to the dance through a sign that I will send him. Yeah that’s what I am going to do and I need to buck up!