Dear Curtis, my Russian, I had said (to myself) that when I saw you today I would break things off where they are at. I never even brought it up, it surprised me that you actually showed up today. We spent 15 minutes together. Just a few minutes ago you finally told me that you
Read more →I love you. You are shunned from your family simply for being who you are, which is a gay man. Don’t let anyone make you feel insignificant, you don’t deserve that at all. You are a wonderful person and you will be famous one day. I can’t wait to rock the shit out of the
Read more →Dear summer 2012, You, my friend have been one of the hardest summers that I have ever had to endure. It was like learning to ice skate, trying to gain footing in life, only to be sitting back on my butt again. You showed me how hard the real world is, and how hard it
Read more →Dear Matt, I wish I could tell you this. All of what’s going on inside my head, and my heart. You’ve got me really messed up. What you said struck a chord with me. So much so that I cut myself. It’s been a very long time since I’ve done anything like that, but you
Read more →Dear Zach, I stop thinking about you, for maybe a month, or a couple of weeks. Love songs no longer make me think of you. Every boy I meet is no longer compared to you. And then I’ll see you. You’ll smile, or laugh, or say the most perfect thing at the exact right time.
Read more →Tuesday, July 31, 2012 Dear Cheyenne ?, I don’t want to love you this way; I keep thinking that if I repeat that enough it’ll make it true. It doesn’t. DON’T CRY OVER ME! Up here at the lake everything reminds me of you. I’m awake now, so the storm doesn’t bother me. Yet another
Read more →Ah, for fuck’s sake. I could never be close to being what you need. I fail, like all the others, because I’m like you, but not nearly enough. Close, but no cigar. The worst thing is, that I thought for a while there that I was special to you. I felt I was. You strung
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