I wish I could sit here and say that I am going to be as strong as hell when we both depart for college in two weeks. I wish I could sit here and say that it isn’t going to hurt because I know we will make it through this. I wish I could be stronger than what I am feeling right now, but I can’t.

Any time I even think about what is going to happen soon my heart breaks in half a million times over. I know I am a strong woman, but I don’t know how I am going to be able to handle this. You’re my best friend, my soul mate. How am I just supposed to sit here and be okay with this?

People say that time heals all wounds and I hope that one day, a year or two from now, when I am sitting in class it won’t hurt to think that we are apart from one another. And I hope the same for you too.

We will get through it. I feel it in my heart that we will.

It is just so hard missing you and you aren’t even gone yet.

I love you. I love you so incredibly much. While you are out there finding yourself, I hope you never forget that.