Robbie
by admin • July 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment
I am going to be completely honest with you:
The reason why I didn’t stay is because I knew that something would happen between us and in my heart I know that I couldn’t do that to myself and to you. What would have even come from this anyways? As much as I wanted to kiss you I couldn’t let myself because I really do truly care about my boyfriend and I couldn’t do that to him. I know I don’t love him but what if I could? I’m not saying that I couldn’t love you I’m just saying that I can’t do this. Whatever would have happened I’m glad it didn’t because it would have left too many problems that I would not have been able to fix. I’m also upset that it didn’t happen because I wanted it so badly. I still want it. There are so many questions I have and I know I shouldn’t over think this but I can’t help it. I’ve never really dealt with this before. I’m not really sure how to move on or what to do.
Here is the real problem: If you don’t love your boyfriend, then you’re not doing him any good by staying in the relationship. If you truly care about him, then be honest with him, instead of leading him on to think that everything is OK. I know that you don’t want to see him hurt, but you’re just hurting him more in the long run with how things are going now. Please do the right thing and free both him and yourself, or at least have a talk with him. You’re just delaying the inevitable.