Either you aren’t cut out for this, or i’m not.
by admin • July 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 3 Comments
Do you even really care about me? Or are you just infatuated with me? Because I don’t feel like you truly care anymore, or that you ever did.. I’m always having to go to other people when I have a bad night. I have to count on you not texting me back just so I don’t get my hopes up. I want to be with you, like all the time. But asking you to do something with me is almost a risk everyday. Because I feel like I’ll always get shut down. I feel like whenever you have a bad night I’m always there to make it better. But you’re never here anymore. And its kind of discouraging. I see all these cute couples who are doing things equally for each other. You don’t even make an effort to hang out with me. I wish you would show me you care, or tell me you don’t and break it off with me so I’m not being led on. I keep telling myself everyday it will change. But it doesn’t. And it hurts. I’ve given you everything.. and I’m scared I’ve lost it all for nothing. :/ we’ve been dating for 6 months now. Our relationship shouldn’t feel like it’s still been only a month. I just want to see you happy, and be happy myself.
I was in your same position for about a year. Everyday I’d get rejected, everyday I wished he’d let me see him or to just simply let me give him a kiss. I put up with it because I loved him, but it was painfully obvious he was putting a wall between us. Then one day, I stood up for myself. I let him know what I was feeling & I became an independent women. I didn’t let him abuse my love le that so I broke it off. Now, I’m happily single & he has admitted he would go back & treat me different. It’s his loss. Either you let him ddrown you in a sea of non returned love, or you find the person who will make this pain seem like a distant memory. Best of luck.
Run… Just Run.
I agree with Anonymous: bail. Get out, while you can. It sounds you’re, decidedly, mired and that’s no position for one to be in. It may hurt, briefly, but it will save you the enormous pangs of waiting for so many more months down the road.
Run, as fast as you can, as far as you can…