Do you even really care about me? Or are you just infatuated with me? Because I don’t feel like you truly care anymore, or that you ever did.. I’m always having to go to other people when I have a bad night. I have to count on you not texting me back just so I don’t get my hopes up. I want to be with you, like all the time. But asking you to do something with me is almost a risk everyday. Because I feel like I’ll always get shut down. I feel like whenever you have a bad night I’m always there to make it better. But you’re never here anymore. And its kind of discouraging. I see all these cute couples who are doing things equally for each other. You don’t even make an effort to hang out with me. I wish you would show me you care, or tell me you don’t and break it off with me so I’m not being led on. I keep telling myself everyday it will change. But it doesn’t. And it hurts. I’ve given you everything.. and I’m scared I’ve lost it all for nothing. :/ we’ve been dating for 6 months now. Our relationship shouldn’t feel like it’s still been only a month. I just want to see you happy, and be happy myself.