• Archive for July 21st, 2012

    SAPPERJ…

    by  • July 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I thought about you today. It was hard not to as I watched “Dear John”. I actually read that book when I visited you during my christmas leave in ’09. I should have seen the end coming, but I was blind by the love I had for you. So much of that movie reminds me

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    Benjamin F.

    by  • July 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    It is so hard to sum up how I feel about you but I’m really going to try and show you what’s going on inside of my head so you can decide for yourself what you want. Not knowing you was really confusing for me. It’s like you pop into my head from time to

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    Benjamin F.

    by  • July 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    It is so hard to sum up how I feel about you but I’m really going to try and show you what’s going on inside of my head so you can decide for yourself what you want. Not knowing you was really confusing for me. It’s like you pop into my head from time to

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    Another Unsent Letter

    by  • July 21, 2012 • Letting Go • 0 Comments

    To You, Here’s yet another letter that will go unsent to you. I have your number blocked. I have no idea when you will realize this, because you text me and rarely call me. I am tired of writing you things you will never read, and I am even more tired of talking to you

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    No. Just no.

    by  • July 21, 2012 • Eff Off - You - or Up • 0 Comments

    No. You do not talk to me that way. You don’t even have any idea what I’ve been through the past two years. You just don’t. No one will ever really understand unless you’ve taken that journey with me. Unless you ARE me. Don’t you remember when I told the story about him? I almost

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    if only

    by  • July 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    To the next important person in my life, if only i could i’d be with you all the time like a boyfriend should being with you til the very end like paper and pen like strawberries and chocolate never wanting to see a tear droplet in an arguement, just drop it who cares who started

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    Remember Me

    by  • July 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    My fingers shake a bit and my mouth twitches at the corners and my breathing is shallow. I feel I could start running and not stop until I hit the ocean. I laugh for a long time over something that’s not very funny and then keep laughing, wanting to laugh into eternity. This is what

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