i’m 17, just finished high school with low grades that i don’t even sure if i’m going to be able to go to any college. um constantly sad. struggling with depression since i was 14 years old,i have no friends, zero social skills people just hate me and always think that i’m a freak! or um even invisible, right now i don’t know what to do with my life. um on my own. i don’t have any one. most of the time suicide just seems the best answer for all my problems, um useless any way, no one is gonna miss me. i keep ruining every thing.