• Finishing High School

    by  • July 18, 2012 • Confession, Depression • 5 Comments

    i’m 17, just finished high school with low grades that i don’t even sure if i’m going to be able to go to any college. um constantly sad. struggling with depression since i was 14 years old,i have no friends, zero social skills people just hate me and always think that i’m a freak! or um even invisible, right now i don’t know what to do with my life. um on my own. i don’t have any one. most of the time suicide just seems the best answer for all my problems, um useless any way, no one is gonna miss me. i keep ruining every thing.

    5 Responses to Finishing High School

    1. K
      July 18, 2012 at 10:27 pm

      Life can be beautiful you just have to see it in yourself first. Everyone goes through highs and lows, fight through it- you can do it.

    2. faith
      July 19, 2012 at 2:25 am

      I know how you feel because a lot of people your age go through this.
      It can be the fact that you dont like change. Or the fact that you’re not happy with yourself,
      you need to do things that make you happy and surround yourself with people that make you happy.
      Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Nothing will be solved, if you have these feelings maybe you should talk to someone. or have a diary and write everything down.

      I really hope you find happiness. & you will, things will fall into place. just believe.


    3. Indie
      July 19, 2012 at 6:47 am

      Don’t give up.

    4. Take a deep breath
      July 19, 2012 at 9:25 am

      School is not everybodys fotre, why would you want to press yourself into the mold? Everybody does have something that they are good at though, something that they really like doing. I know how frustrating it can be and you may think that there is nothing you CAN do but, if you LIKE something – the learning ‘how to’ comes much easier. You can do this in many different ways, even if it is just by google and various we sides to get yourself smart on it. Meanwhile just find yourself a job that pays the bills but don’t ever put yourself down like this! Focus on yourself, friends will come all by itself by finding like minded people – and there are MANY- just by not giving up, being yourself and going your OWN way. Being different is not something to fear or to be depressed about (well one shouldn’t be anyway), it is great because this world would be terribly boring if we were all the same! Be strong, be you and know that you are not alone- no matter how it feels right now.
      You are in my thoughts and I am wishing you all the best!

    5. SMA
      July 19, 2012 at 9:32 am

      I bet you SO SO many other 17 year olds feel the exact same way-they just don’t show it. You’re not alone by any means.
      My advice? once high school is done, move somewhere you have always wanted to live. get a job, support yourself, and in turn you will find yourself.
      you have so much to offer, but you haven’t been given a proper chance to find out who you are-so don’t give up. not now, not ever. I am 25, and I feel like i am still in the awkward “getting to know youself” stage-and it’s a never ending journey.
      but DO NOT give up on yourself, because it get better. i promise. it just takes time, but it’s worth it.

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