• Archive for July 18th, 2012

    Metal in the vein

    by  • July 18, 2012 • To You • 0 Comments

    You scare me, you really do. What you were saying the other evening wasn’t an act as you so gently put it. Trying to calm my fears and reel me back in, no, you meant it. I know you did and I’m scared. Just don’t lie to me about caring about me, I’m sick to

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    Finishing High School

    by  • July 18, 2012 • Confession, Depression • 5 Comments

    i’m 17, just finished high school with low grades that i don’t even sure if i’m going to be able to go to any college. um constantly sad. struggling with depression since i was 14 years old,i have no friends, zero social skills people just hate me and always think that i’m a freak! or

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    You gave me a story

    by  • July 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Short -n- Sweet • 0 Comments

    HAHA Wow this actually kind of hurts. Not seeing you for so long. I wonder why you keep putting it off. And it hurts that we have an expiration date. It hurts that we’re not exactly official. But most of all it feels pretty damn great that finally, FINALLY, I can hurt for legitimate reasons.

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    Why me?

    by  • July 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 0 Comments

    When you noticed me, out of every other girl in the grocery store, I wondered, “Why me?” When you took me on a couple dates, and made me feel like the Queen of the World I wondered, “Why me?” When began to feel a sense of security I had never felt before I wondered, “Why

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    You

    by  • July 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 1 Comment

    I know I said I don’t have feelings and I still believe that I don’t, but… I miss seeing your precious face. I miss just staying awake with you after all our friends have passed out. I miss just laying around and talking about nothing and everything at the same time. I miss your smell

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