Do you know what it feels like to be not loved or cared about by anyone? Your closest friends turn on you. The love of your life has a new girlfriend now. Both of your parents treat you like shit. You can’t trust anyone because you’ve been hurt so much before. Sometimes I feel I don’t belong here, in this life, because everybody in my surroundings hate me, judge everything I do, and talk behind my back. And the only person who would understand me is gone, and is never coming back. I’m sorry for this, for all of this, I wanted to make you proud.