Let Me Go
by admin • July 9, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 7 Comments
Did you think I was bluffing when I said I was cutting you out? I gave you a million chances to just be friends but you wanted more and now you’ve ruined everything. Your apologies are too little too late. I didn’t cut you out because I hate you, it’s the exact opposite. Maybe one day we can talk again, but we can never be friends. “I won’t settle for anything less than everything.” You don’t deserve to be a part of my life anymore. You can’t have both. You are so selfish. Leave me alone.
Then love is everything. Is this for a boy or a girl?
What does this mean “You can’t have both” ?
You so totally misunderstood what I wanted from you, “Monica”. It’s been almost a year since that fateful day when we met. Things could have gone differently, but, just as I did, you knew there was something more. Yes, we crossed the line, even though we were both fully aware that it would never go anywhere. The most important thing to me was your friendship
…everything else was an added benefit. You showed me that I could relax, have fun, and enjoy life. Most importantly, you awakened the part of me I thought was dead. We were there for each other through some very devestating times, and to this day, I worry about you. I miss your friendship more than anything. I have never had a friend like you, one who I could completely confide in and never feel judged and I know I was the same to you. I miss your honesty and how you were able to tell me like it is. I need someone like that in my life. Yes, I ruined everything…but again, my apology was sincere. My life will never be the same because of my actions. The past six months have been hell. I cannot say things have gotten any better, but I am not strong enough to do what really needs to be done. So, I’ve resolved to do my best to make amends and suffer the consequences of my (our) actions, which I am continually reminded of. I’m not asking to be a part of your life again, just for your forgiveness. You know, as well as I do, that we can never go back to what we had before. We met at the wrong time, but it wasn’t by accident. I know that we will cross paths again one day and our circumstances will be different. Until then, it would be great to hear from you every once in a while, but most importantly I just want to know you are happy and doing well. You will always hold a special place in my heart…I love you ~ “Kevin”
Sounds like a very sweet but not very believable self-excuse to continue being an ass. What ever happen to real man who are strong enough to stand up for themselves? They are far and few in between and you are obviously not one of them. Your ‘suffering’ sounds much like your own choice and shouldn’t even be mentioned in an apology to HER. Buhuuu whaaahaaaa need a tissue? Man up!
This could have been written by me
As the “Kevin” who responded to “Monica”, I only wish Let Me Go was written for me…just as many of us do when we read posts on LINS. My response allows me to say things I will never have the opportunity to say to my “Monica”, who, by the way, is the man in this situation. Kevin’s apologies are for another person’s actions and really none of your business. So, as “Kevin”, the woman in this situation, I ask that you allow me the privacy to say what’s in my heart regarding a relationship that only Monica and I were involved in. Seriously, don’t you feel like an ass now, knowing Kevin is the woman and the tables are turned?
No, I really don’t feel like an ass at all
I mere did the very same thing that you said, you did. If Kevin, or Monica, is a he, or she, or for all I care, a heshe, doesn’t change my perspective of ‘how’ I read your post at all, as it has nothing to do with gender (woman up dear, lol). Meant no harm, nor offense and with saying this, my apologies if I stepped on toes.