Jeremy,

I’ve had a few times where guys have hurt me. I’ve had a couple of times where I thought I was in love. I’ve come to realize these were nothing more than illusions of feelings made up by my head.

Cause, baby, these feelings are numbness compared to how you’ve made me feel.

I’d do anything to be with you. You are so different from anyone I’ve ever met. I’ve never had this before – always just wanting to be in someone’s arms. See, I’m not like that. I always get sick of people that i claim to ‘love’.

But not you, dearest. I miss you the second you say goodbye.

I feel as though you led me on, but I do understand. I understand that no matter how much we like each other, I just turned 17, and your 21. I’ve never thought age could be such a hard thing.

You say you don’t wanna talk so much anymore. And you don’t want to see me too much anymore. “It will hurt me as much as it’s hurting you”, you say. “I’m sorry.. I’m really sorry, Caroline” you said.

You may as well have stabbed me in the heart.

My heart aches for you..I’ve never had so much trouble getting over someone. They say I’ll feel fine in time, but here I am waiting..

I feel like even when I’m with someone else you’ll still be lingering in my head. Forever and always. I can’t seem to get all my tears out. Every day, there’s more

Baby, don’t you see that no one has to know? Can’t we just be how we were before? You know that I can’t handle this.