M Flashbacks swarm your conscious mind with the haunting indiscretions that I did not desire, but did not shy away from. Over and over, night after night, the lingering beyond boundaries continued and who was to blame, but the lust we had for one another. But that is not what I want. I want love.
Read more →Dear S, Have you ever picked out a book to read… and skipped to the last pages almost immediately to know how it ends so you know if it’s worth reading? This is kind of like that. This is the end. Because you and me have no beginning. I like you. At least, I did
Read more →I am sure I’ll fade away: inch by inch, shard by shard. Impatient at best, but that does not find THE companion for my lonely heart, standing by himself out in the rain. Each drop races from the sky as if the fastest receives a grand prize. What? I could not tell you. Only a
Read more →Dear K, Why is it that everytime I talk to a guy, you have to get in the middle of us. I mean, I understand that you are an attention whore, but you don’t even like him. You would only string him along until he finally asks you out and you say no. Then you
Read more →dear father. First i would like to say that what you have done to me in these past 17.5 years has been a hell to me. Every chance you get you seem to always criticize and break me down. What makes you so damn perfect? Never have I ever felt any feelings of companionship, famiy,
Read more →Jeremy, I’ve had a few times where guys have hurt me. I’ve had a couple of times where I thought I was in love. I’ve come to realize these were nothing more than illusions of feelings made up by my head. Cause, baby, these feelings are numbness compared to how you’ve made me feel. I’d
Read more →M – You were my first, true boyfriend. A year, we dated. A year and I cheated on you. The first, the last time I ever cheated. I was angrier with myself than you were with me. I felt like the lowest of low. But I was unhappy. You had a porn addiction, one that
Read more →I never seen myself liking you, never mind getting into a friend’s with benefits situation for you. For 6 months we seen eachother atleast once a week, you sleeping over in my house, me sleeping over in your house. In them 6 months I feel completely in love with you, but I couldn’t tell you
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