• I Love You

    by  • July 8, 2012 • Thinking of you • 0 Comments

    I hate you because I’ll never forget the very first second your eyes ever met mine.
    I hate you because the sparkle you had in your eyes when you used to look at me is gone.
    I hate you because you’re the first guy whose eyes I’ve ever genuinely noticed the color of.
    I hate you because you are blonde.
    I hate you because you seem to like blondes best.
    I hate you because of your stupid boots.
    I hate you because you’re so much older than me.
    I hate you because you always look perfect.
    I hate you because of the way you smile deviously at me–like you know how I feel about you.
    I hate you because you’re the first person to ever make me feel this intensely.
    I hate you because every moment, even the best, seems incomplete because you’re not there.
    I hate you because I’ll never get to be the girl that makes you feel complete.
    I hate you because you don’t feel the same way as I do.
    I hate you because you’re always somewhere in my mind.
    I hate you because whenever you’re around, my mind becomes crippled–like it’s in a vice grip and I can’t figure out what to say.
    I hate you because your personality is as gorgeous as you are.
    I hate you because of the way I always feel led on—when you do nothing but be yourself.
    I hate you because you make me want to do better for myself.
    I hate you because you’re hilarious.
    I hate you because I know that if we were together, all my jealousy for you would evaporate.
    I hate you because even if we were together, I’d feel like the one who’s still doing the chasing.
    I hate you because I don’t know what your body feels like pressed up against mine.
    I hate you because I fucked up the way you thought of me the first day we met.
    I hate you because I have to see myself without you.
    But most of all, I hate you because…

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