I don’t understand what happened. All I have ever done is try to make you happy. I go out of my way for you, I defend you, and you give nothing back. You are short with me and you make absolutely no effort. It hurts. It hurts more than you are willing to understand. No matter how hard I try, you blow me off. I understand I have some flaws, but so do you and I have always been willing to accept them. You are my best friend. You are the first person I call when somethign good happens, or when something bad happens. I want you to realize this. I dont want anything more than friendship. I have given everything I can to this friendship and for wahtever reason it is not enough. Please just tell me waht you want. Just help me understand where this is going. If you are done, if you would rather never talk to me again, I get it. I am ok with that. I will handle it. I have dealt with this before and I am sure I will have to deal with it again. I know I put too much pressure on my friendship with you, but until you tell me to stop I wont. I miss having fun with you, and I wish I could make you want to be my friend again. No matter what happens, you know that I will always be here for you. Maybe thats the problem. Maybe I have made myself too available. But I dont know how to do it different. I give my friends my everything and keep nothing left for myself. I don’t know. I just wish it had turned out differently.