• Archive for July 7th, 2012

    I just wish

    by  • July 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Wish • 3 Comments

    I don’t understand what happened. All I have ever done is try to make you happy. I go out of my way for you, I defend you, and you give nothing back. You are short with me and you make absolutely no effort. It hurts. It hurts more than you are willing to understand. No

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    What’s bothering you?

    by  • July 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    The way you acted when you couldn’t see me worried me. A bit less because this seems to be your reaction everytime. And even less when I see what an ass you’re being to everyone else. Listen, I’ve known you for almost two years. A majority of that was learning what your personality was like

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    Don’t leave me:(

    by  • July 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    You know I don’t date people who smoke.. Last night you said you wanted to smoke i don’t know if that was because your mom was around you or because of Rachel’s party she wants to have.. I don’t want you to get addicted to it and not stop smoking… I told you not to

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    I’m Okay

    by  • July 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    For the first time in the entire 22 years of my existence, I don’t hate myself. I look in the mirror, and for once, I’m not completely disgusted by what I see. For now. I accept it, It’s okay. Not beautiful, or amazing, or hot, or superb. Just okay. I never knew simply not feeling

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    5 Months Later

    by  • July 7, 2012 • Moving On • 1 Comment

    Sometimes I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you. Or if you even think of me at all. I don’t think about you as much as I used to. But when I do, I see those blue eyes, that messy hair, and most of all that amazing smile. I

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    I’m Not Listening.

    by  • July 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I love you. Everyone’s telling me that you’re gone and I need to forget about everything we’ve been through, but it’s not that easy… You may have forgotten about us already but it’s not going that quickly for me. You are my everything, unfortunately I realized it a little to late. You’re amazing. It’s that

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    I Miss You

    by  • July 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    I saw you yesterday, but I still miss you. Pulling back is hard. I know you’ve noticed, but you haven’t said anything. I haven’t texted you in a week. I was cautiously distant yesterday. You smiled at me, tried to partner with me, cracked jokes. I laughed with you. Things could have been almost the

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