Oh the games….
by admin • July 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments
It’s ironic and funny how the world works; how the mind works, how the soul is composed, and how secrets never stay secrets too long. If you truly new me you’d know that everything I say is the truth, every emotion is true, and every thought is true. But if you really new me you’d know that I have the best family in the world. My family has its up-and-downs like any other but the one thing that separates mine from the others or yours is that; we are honest with each other and hind nothing from each other. So trying to destroy one won’t make the rest fall, it only makes us stronger. It only makes me stronger, what you don’t know is that every emotion and though is geared to test; to test you to test your character to test your heart and soul. When the day comes you lose, it’s not a competition who is smarter, stronger, who is faker, who is dark enough who can screw you the quickest, who can F**k you the most (not sexual). But I don’t judge and never have I let you make all your mistakes let all the secrets you tell build up like the yellow pages, destroy me nah… what I know, what I see what you say what you don’t say I know… I can sit back and watch you screw your life up on your own. Out of envy, jealousy, out of hate, out of boredom, I don’t need to get even with you or the others, you will on your own… the truth is a thing that is to vast and complex to understand but the truth I speak of will find its way to destroy you… so have no fear question nothing, write what you’d like, listen to what you’d like, watch what you’d like…
my life is an open book a journey an adventure.. it goes any which way i’d like it to go… you have no power over me, you have no actual effect on me… maybe momentarily but a life is filled with an abundance of moments and yours is coming to an end .
sincerely every and any word/name/characteristic/ you’d like to associate with me…
don’t forget you watching me… is a thrill the spice that adds to my life… uh come on make me famous make me infamous …
I don’t scare easily … I don’t chicken out easily ….
(are you bored yet??? nothing new or juicy going on here….)
(what ya gotta say????) why so silent today)
XXOXXOOX 
Good Grief!
If you have someone deliberately trying to hurt you- then walk away. Now. Call someone. I did. It was the best thing I ever did for myself- but for your own sake and family, don’t poke the beast! It’s good that you will not send this letter because the intensity of emotion could easily be a weakness that you do not want to expose to someone who you deem not worthy of your time. The words could be taken out of context and they may react inappropriately.
Be careful and remember, there are always going to be those people in your life that will try to break you down, push all your buttons- because they can. Some you will be able to stand up against- some you will need to walk away from. Choose battles wisely and in this case, you have not just yourself to think of, but your family as well.
Take Care
very good advice, who would you call in this situation?
reading this letter… and your response its a little confusing … is some one being threatened ?