I just read a quote that said “why should we fight these feelings, let’s just live in the moment” and it hit me so hard, it’s true. We’ve been through so much together and it kills me to not know what could happen between us. It’s not fair, and I know life isn’t fair but why are we killing ourselves? We know how we feel, let’s just go for it. Yeah, there may be some people that get hurt but if they care about us as much as they say they do than they should eventually understand. I’m tired, I really am. It’s so much work trying to make us work when in reality it’s so simple. Let’s just live and whatever happens, happens! You’re someone who I care so much about, feel strongly about, someone who I don’t want to lose- again. We can do this. I know we don’t know what is ahead but together we would make it through. When we’re not together we hurt and it won’t go away unless we try this out. I love you.