• Archive for July 5th, 2012

    She deserves better

    by  • July 5, 2012 • Anger • 0 Comments

    Dear Uncle and Aunt, I have always stuck up for you when my mom told me you were pieces of shit. I thought that she was kind of crazy. I didn’t believe that you were selfish and only cared about yourself. I mean, my dad loves you guys. I thought mom was just talking out

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    Remember Me

    by  • July 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    I know that we’ve been friends for more than ten years. I also know that I’ve put in more than you have. I know that at times, I wanted more than friendship. I knew that was never possible. As we go our separate ways, I don’t care about dating you, or whatever else. I just

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    by  • July 5, 2012 • Moving On • 0 Comments

    I still think about you everyday. I know you think about me too. I try to push our memories out of my mind, but I can’t help but be reminded of them constantly. I don’t want to be with you anymore, i know that, but i think i’ll always love you. I don’t think i

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    so what? i’m over it.

    by  • July 5, 2012 • Depression • 2 Comments

    i cut. i cut alot. if i’m not cutting, i dream of cutting. my razor is the only thing i can rely on. it’s bad. i know. i can’t think straight. i can’t breathe normal. i’m a mess. a fucking mess. and i don’t care. i’ll cut. more. deeper. enough. i’m done.

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    Live in the Moment

    by  • July 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I just read a quote that said “why should we fight these feelings, let’s just live in the moment” and it hit me so hard, it’s true. We’ve been through so much together and it kills me to not know what could happen between us. It’s not fair, and I know life isn’t fair but

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